Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Been a While

I was sitting at the computer thinking of things to do.....thats what a normal person does at 11pm right?  Not go to bed and get rest, walk over, sit in front of the old PC and Google things to do.  That didnt turn out well.  You would think with the amount of things you can find to do on the internet that I came up empty.
While staring at my 5th search of randomness, I looked at the favorites, seeing if I  scare something up there.  I did, my old blog.  Been about 18 months since I wrote here.  I can see it was a giant loss for many people due to the huge influx of texts, tweets, emails and personal requests to start writing again.  I know its tough in written form to relay sarcasm....that last sentence was my attempt.  I read my whole library of blog posts, now 12 minutes later, I have finished all 11 of them.  What did that get me?  A few things.  The realization I needed to proofread better, the lack of knowledge on how to use a comma in certain spots, (and overall lack of different grammar and punctuation that will make most English teachers cringe), the little smile brought to my face from remembering the fun I had in writing, reading what I tossed on this evil little time/sleep stealing demon machine, and checking in to see what people had commented.  Ah the good old days.  About 45 of them a year and a half ago.
What has changed since my last diatribes?  A little.  We are all a bit older in the home, I am still fat (not quite as, but big).  Large enough for my loving, dear, sweet two year old to walk over, pat my stomach and say "Baby in dere?"  Side note, gotta teach the little one the whole if you dont have anything nice to say rule.  Seeing we didnt have enough love in the house, we decided to add another to the mix and spew more love around.  No we didnt get a puppy, we have another little one on the way.
So enough rambles for now.  I am expecting no one will see this.  I am not going to publish like I did on the other posts.  I am just writing to write.  I can say what I want with little fear that anyone will read it, for now, I am ok with that.
If someone does chance upon this a few things......I appreciate you taking the time, sorry I am not checking what I wrote as much as I have in the past, Welcome, and find something you like to do, then do it.  If you feel the need to share it with others, then do that as well, just dont care what they say, if you like it, if it makes you feel good, smile, whatever, it doesnt matter what others say - Joel

P.S. Maybe Ill do this again soon....also if this is your first visit, please go back and read the other posts, it will help you understand the scary place I call my head.  Lastly, dunno if this is going to be a running thing or just a place to write about whatever........